I've enjoyed spending time in the Tucson and Phoenix areas the last three years, attending the Arizona Dreamin' conventions, and the Tucson Festival of Books. This past year, I also spent time talking with good friends who have taught on the res, or have done FBI undercover work there. I wanted a character who was not okay with his roots. In fact, I wanted a character who was haunted by his past. And I want this character to discover that his past actually contributes to his becoming the best man he can be, a Navy SEAL. SEAL's Code Book Trailer here. SEAL's Code Thunderclap Campaign.
Here's an excerpt which shows his before state of mind:
The family
gathered afterward at Wilson’s mother’s house which was on the res nearby. It
was hard not to feel the eyes of his relatives on him, just as it was hard not
to notice the pats on the back Wilson received. Lopez had been well coached and
sought Wilson out to thank him for his service. Danny wanted to leave and told
his mother so barely two hours into the get-together. He’d politely greeted all
the relatives he recognized, and those who didn’t come up to him he figured
didn’t want to be reacquainted. Not like Wilson.
As a youth, just
hanging with Wilson would have been enough to make the afternoon interesting,
but today with the frostiness between the two cousins, it was forcing him into
a dangerous place even the sweet recollection of the night with Luci couldn’t
heal. Making matters worse, Wilson made an off-color remark, about Danny’s
activities last night which irritated Danny further.
The two ignored
one another until, somehow, they wound up waiting to use the only restroom in
the house.
“Your mom says
you’re ready to go home,” Wilson said to his cowboy boots.
“That’s right.”
“I honestly don’t
know why you came in the first place, Danny.”
Danny’s right eye
squinted a little. “We never liked these things, Wilson. You know that.”
“You’ve been gone,
what, eight years or more?”
“Twelve.”
“Okay, then.
Twelve. And you can’t spend an afternoon giving these people the time of day?”
“I don’t belong
here, Wilson.”
Wilson nodded his
head. “Oh yeah. Forgot. You’re the one that got away. You trying to rub my nose
in it, huh?”
“I didn’t say
that.”
“So what are you saying?”
“I’m saying I
don’t want to be here. I’ve done my farewells, and now it’s time for me to say
adios.”
“You might
consider your mother’s feelings.”
Danny drilled him
with a return look that probably picked at a scab, inflaming Wilson further.
“You hear the voices? Does the chanting get to you, Wilson?”
He could see his
cousin was thinking about this carefully. It surprised him that Wilson didn’t
give a quick answer no, which meant
only one thing.
“Holy fucking
shit, Wilson. You hear them, too. Just like I do.”
Emma Barnowl, one
of his grandfather’s friends, opened the bathroom door and their nostrils were
hit with room deodorizer, which did a poor job of masking the smell she’d left
behind.
“Fuck me,” Wilson
said under his breath. “I’m going out back.”
Danny followed his
cousin, and within thirty seconds, was standing next to him, pissing on his
aunt’s tomato plants just like they used to do when they were boys of five. To
this day Danny hated tomatoes, especially home grown ones.
After they were
done, they sat in metal lawn chairs. Wilson offered Danny a cigarette.
“I don’t smoke,
and neither do you, or you didn’t,” Danny corrected himself.
“That’s funny,”
Wilson said as he casually lit up and put his lighter and cigarettes back in
his rear pocket.
“How come you
didn’t wear your uniform?”
“It’s my choice. I
didn’t think he’d like it.” Wilson took a long drag on his cigarette and blew
it right at Danny’s face, but the wind carried it away.
“Thought you were
proud of being in the Navy. Running little rescue boats around and shit.”
“I am. Got nothing
to do with it. Kind of felt like it would be bragging or something, you know?”
Danny wondered
about Luci, halfway expecting she’d drop by the gathering. Was he disappointed
she’d stayed away? He couldn’t get the memory of her warm body against his out
of his mind. This might be a reason to stay an extra day or two, but that would
be a dangerous road, full of emotional potholes and entanglements. None of his
liaisons ever lasted, so he figured it was better to remember her the way he’d
left her. He remembered seeing her proud straight shoulders and those tight
jeans, encasing her thighs and a world-class ass, as she walked toward her car
and didn’t look back once. He knew the only good ones were the ones who didn’t
look back.
Wilson’s voice
snapped him back to reality.
“Look, Danny, I’m
going to say this once, and then let you go. I’m sorry we got off to a bad
start after so many years.”
“I was surprised
you were around. Didn’t expect it.”
“So I was right,
you’re not happy to see even me.”
“Again, putting
words in my mouth.”
Danny looked down,
eyes landing on Wilson’s scuffed cowboy boots, which were a mismatch to the
clean suit pants and white shirt he wore. “I left this place with a lot of
demons. I think I got just as many, maybe more than you, Cuz.” Wilson took a
final drag, stomped it out on the patio, and then tossed the pieces into his
mother’s vegetable garden.
A slight breeze
shivered its way down Danny’s spine. A little group laughed from inside the
house. He heard the tinkling of glasses and silverware, the sounds of cars
arriving on the crushed rock roadway in front of his Aunt’s house, a doorbell
ring, and the buzzing of a small plane overhead. The place looked, smelled and
felt dangerously normal.
“I learned to tame
those demons in the Navy, Danny. I’m not going to lie to you, but serving in
the Armed Forces is giving me skills I can take out there in the real world.”
Danny found
himself chuckling in spite of the fact that it was going to piss Wilson off.
“Yeah, don’t see many rubber boats around the res, Cuz. You training to be a
white water rafting guide in the Canyon? Shit, you coulda done that in high
school.”
“Except I was
getting stoned in high school, Danny. So were you. I heard you were a real
mess.”
“Rumors of my
demise have been greatly exaggerated. I look like a mess to you?”
Wilson abruptly
stood. “No, Danny, you look like a fuckin’ hero just like your grandfather.”
His cousin left
and joined the gathering inside the house.
Question for you readers today? Do you like to learn about history with your romance reading? Or is it all about the romance? What balance do you like to give? And do you enjoy learning about Native American, or specifically Navajo culture? I'll pick one winner and announce it here on this blog on my launch day, Tuesday, June 30. Won't you join us?
Sharon Hamilton
Life is one fool thing after another.
Love is two fool things after each other.
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Ooh, I can't wait to read this one! Another great one, Sharon!
ReplyDeleteThanks, Jennifer!!! Looking forward to having you on board on Tuesday!!!
DeleteI love reading history. My daughter who studied history in university says how do you know where your going if you don't know where you been. All the best Sharon can't wait to read Danny's story
ReplyDeleteThanks, Julie. Danny is anxiously awaiting to see what everyone thinks of him!!
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ReplyDeleteHistory has always been one of my favorite subjects. It's one of those things people don't realize is so vital. If you don't know your history you are doomed to repeat it. Wish more people would realize this. That being said I can't wait to read your newest. Tuesday seems so far away to learn about Danny
ReplyDeleteThanks, Karen! I loved writing him. The research was moving for me, too. I'm hoping readers will embrace him!
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